My moms wallet
I still have my moms wallet and her purse. It’s amazing to me that this would bring so much comfort to me. When I’m down I grab my moms wallet and hold it tight. I remember back when she had dementia she would sometimes go through her purse and pull out her wallet and name off everything g that was in there. She would say I have my social security card and this card and that cuz she couldn’t remember. And to be honest it used to drive my kind of nuts but now that I think k back I would give anything to have my mom do that. It’s so funny now that she’s gone these things bring comfort to my very soul. I guess we should all just soak up every minute that we have with somebody. Who would of thought that my moms wallet would of done that to me. I wish now I would of written little things that she did even with dementia it would of given my comfort now and forever. If only I knew. (August 22, 2021)

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Memory
It’s been a while
I haven’t been on to much. I miss my mom and dad everyday. I am trying to keep writing and sharing with all of you. I wrote this poem a few weeks ago and I hope you like it. I try to share from my heart.
It’s been awhile
Since I seen your smile.
Oh I wish you were here
I miss you so much
I wish I could feel your touch once again
Its so hard living with out you here
So you could give me all of your cheer
But I know it wasn’t meant to be
At least not now
But someday we will meet
Again.
Reflections of Love/CD❤️😊
Try
Sometimes we try so hard and it feels like we hit a brick wall but we make it through. Right now it feels like I’m doing that. My mom is not doing to good and it’s very frustrating. We took her to the doctor and she didn’t remember my name which is very hard to take in and she is getting progressively worse Day by day. Please can you please just pray for strength for my dad and my family ! I would appreciate it very much! I know God is in control but it’s very hard. I wrote this poem have a great day!😊
I try and try
And it ain’t no lie.
I wish it was easier
Sometimes.
It’s a uphill battle
And it makes me
Scream and shout!
All these things
Come against me
I just want to be
Set free from
All this!
Stress and feel
Like I’m
Truly blessed
Somehow!?❤️😊
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Dreams
I wrote this poem. We are going
into the new year and we all have dreams that we want to happen. I wrote this exactly one year ago. I hope you like it. You are never to old to dream big dreams! 🌼😊 Have a great day!
Dreams
When you close your eyes
You rest and think about
So many things a
Great deal of what
Life brings!
You don’t understand
It all!
You wonder what is going on?
And when it is
A reality?
Does it mean anything?
Or it something you
Just make up?
Is there a purpose behind
All of this?
You try and see but it’s
So hard
Sometimes?
You know there is a
Purpose somewhere
And someone Cares
For you!😊🌼
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Wonder
Some days are very hard when you have two parents who need you. But I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I know I’m doing the right thing for now. It helps me to share and write.
Have a wonderful day.
I wonder
How my mom is?
How my dad is?
It feels like I go
Around and around
I wonder
How they are?
They are both sick and
In pain!
I’m just their
Daughter!
What can I do?
All I can do is
Pray and hope!
They are ok and get
Well again and
Get healed and
Get back to the way
They once were!
Reflections of Love/CD 😊🌼
Help me
I wrote this poem a while ago. Sometimes you just don’t feel good and you want relief somewhere. I hope this helps someone out there who is struggling. I know we all need support sometimes. I know God knows and he cares for us. ❤️ Have a wonderful day!
Help me
Help me
I feel like I’m falling
And I can’t make it
Out!
I’m scared and I
Don’t know why?
Please I need your help
So much!
I can’t make it
Without you!
I need to relax if only
For a while so I can
Smile again!
It’s been so long but
I need to be strong
In you!
But what do I do?
But trust fully
In you
When I’m feeling
Nothing but
Blue!
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Dear Mom
Most of you know my mom has dementia and sometimes it’s very hard to deal with. It helps me to write about it and to share. I wrote this poem. It’s my wish that I could help someone out there who is facing this terrible disease with a friend or family member. Know that your not alone and someone cares. Have a great day!
Oh mom
I wish I could go
Back when you were
Free from all of this
Disease.
It’s not fair that
Your missing out on all these
Memories!
I will remember for you I will
Help you I will be there for you
No matter what!
When I was little you were there and
All through my life and you have
Made me into the person I
Am today because of you!
Now I will be there for you
Even when it’s so blue!
You have given so much
I just want to feel your
Touch again!
I am proud to call you
My mom and I hope
Someday you will know
And never forget me!
Please mom don’t
Forget me?
Forget me!😊❤️
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Wish
I wrote this poem. My mom is doing ok and I’m her personal aide now. I’m glad I’m able to help her but it’s a lot to take in sometimes. Have a wonderful day!😊
I wish there
Was something I
Could do for her!
All of these tests
All of these visits!
It’s so much to bare!
I care so much
For her the
Mother who gave
Birth to me!
Sometimes I just wish
She would be set free
From all of this disease!
It hurts more than you
Can know!
To see her cry with tears
Falling down her face!
You just want to run away
And not have to bear this
Anymore!
But what can I do?
I do not know!
I wish I did!
Wish!🌼
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How long?
I wrote this poem. Sometimes it’s so hard to bear watching my mom go downhill everyday. So it helps me to write and share with all of you. Today I’m raising money for Alzheimer’s called the Longest day! Everyone can help a little. I hope my blog helps someone out there who is facing this too. Know that you are not alone! Have a wonderful day!😀🌼
How long
Will you remember me?
How long will it be?
I do not know!
I only know that
I love you!
No matter what!
You are my mother
And you will
Always be!
How long
Is it going to be
Before everything changes?
I don’t even want to think
About it!
But I know I have to
Face it somehow!
But how long?
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Good ole days
I wrote this poem. I miss the times when my mom could do more. It’s hard sometimes but I’m glad she’s still here and I can spend time with her. Have a great day!🌼
I wish I could go back
To the good old days!
Days before all this
Disease hit!
When my parents were well.
I would give anything to go
Over there and have a famous Blt
Again for lunch!
Like my mom always made me or
A nice bowl of jello with
Fruit cocktail in it!
I miss those days when my
Mom knew what was going on
And I could talk to her without
Her asking me the same things
Over and over again!
I miss those days of just
Enjoying being together!
You might think it doesn’t matter
But cherish the days that you have
Because you never know how
Long it will last!
It would be great just to have those
Simple!
Little things back again!
You might just say the
Good ole days!😀🌼
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