My moms Wallet

My moms wallet
I still have my moms wallet and her purse. It’s amazing to me that this would bring so much comfort to me. When I’m down I grab my moms wallet and hold it tight. I remember back when she had dementia she would sometimes go through her purse and pull out her wallet and name off everything g that was in there. She would say I have my social security card and this card and that cuz she couldn’t remember. And to be honest it used to drive my kind of nuts but now that I think k back I would give anything to have my mom do that. It’s so funny now that she’s gone these things bring comfort to my very soul. I guess we should all just soak up every minute that we have with somebody. Who would of thought that my moms wallet would of done that to me. I wish now I would of written little things that she did even with dementia it would of given my comfort now and forever. If only I knew. (August 22, 2021)

Been a while

I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been busy working my new job and preparing for the Holidays. I can’t believe it’s been 7 months since my mom passed away. I miss her so much. It’s especially hard this year for me because this is the first year without my parents. I miss them so much and I can hardly believe it. It’s a day to day struggle but I’ve been doing fairly well. I want to continue writing my blog. I think that is what my mom and dad would want. I want to continue this journey.

I hope you will still continue to read my blog. I want to help other people who might be dealing with people with dementia and Alzheimer’s and who struggle losing their parents. So maybe I can write again and share my heart and maybe along the way help someone. I hope to write more and I hope I can share with all of you.

Happy Holidays

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Sometimes we try so hard and it feels like we hit a brick wall but we make it through. Right now it feels like I’m doing that. My mom is not doing to good and it’s very frustrating. We took her to the doctor and she didn’t remember my name which is very hard to take in and she is getting progressively worse Day by day. Please can you please just pray for strength for my dad and my family ! I would appreciate it very much! I know God is in control but it’s very hard. I wrote this poem have a great day!😊

I try and try

And it ain’t no lie.

I wish it was easier


It’s a uphill battle

And it makes me

Scream and shout!

All these things

Come against me

I just want to be

Set free from

All this!

Stress and feel

Like I’m

Truly blessed


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I wrote this poem.  Sometimes we feel so helpless and we don’t know what to do.  I’m sure you all can relate to this somehow.  I’ve been dealing with a lot right now and sometimes it’s so hard but I keep holding on! Have a super day!🌼😀

Help me

Help me

I feel like I’m falling

And I can’t make it


I’m scared and I don’t know


Please I need your help

So much!

I can’t make it without you!

I need to relax if

Only for a while so I

Can smile again!

It’s been so long but

I need to be strong

In you!

But what do

I do?

But trust fully

In you

When I’m feeling

Nothing but blue!

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I wrote this poem.  I started this blog because of my mom having dementia and Alzheimer’s and a great deal of my family has it too.  My mom is struggling right now and she has a great deal of challenges.   It helps me to write and share with all of you.  Have a great day!

How can I say goodbye

After all these years

And tears!

It’s so hard to understand

What your going through!

I love you so much mom

I would give anything to feel

Your touch again!

But if the Lord decides

He wants you

There will be nothing

That I can do!

I know it will end

Your pain!

And set you free!

But you won’t be

With me!

I will miss you

So much!

But I know I

Will feel your touch again

Sometime, somewhere!🌼😀

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How do I take all these pieces

Of my heart!

And put them back together


I do not know but

That makes me grow!

Into what you want me to be

So I can be free!

It’s so hard to understand

All that’s in your plan!

I can get carried away til I

Listen to what you have

To say!

To me!

You have the best

For me!

But sometimes I have to

Get on my knees!

And listen to your voice!

Because I really have no


In your plan

For me!

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I wrote this poem.  I know you all can relate to this in one way or another.  Have a great day!😀🌼

When you become

A mother it’s like

No other

Everything changes its

Not just you anymore it’s

So much more!

Nothing will ever be the same

Your heart is full and you gained

So much from

Just one little touch!

It’s amazing and crazy how fast

They grow!

One minute they are so little

And the next they are

All grown up!

You wish it would slow down

Just A little!

So enjoy every minute you have

Cuz it goes by so fast!

Love them like no other!

Hold them every day and

Tell them you love them

No matter what!🌼😀

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Photo credits: Pixabay


Happy Monday!  I wrote this poem! It seems like my mom is slipping away from us more and more each day! Sometimes it’s so hard to bare.  So it helps me to write.  I appreciate all of you so much!  Have a wonderful day!😀

I want my mom back

Like she was before!

I want more time

With her!

I want her to remember

All the times we’ve shared!

I want her to remember my

Steps that I took when I was

A little child.  I want her to remember

When I was a teenager and came home

Late and then grew up and got married

To have her grandchildren!

I want more time

I want her to remember all

The love and tears and

Laughter we shared!

I need more time

With her!

It breaks my heart

To be far apart!

It’s not fair that I care

So much!

I need more time

I have things to

Say to her I need her to be

With me to lift me up

When I fall down!

I need her to carry me!

Carry me!

Please mom come back to me!

I miss you so much!🌼😀

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I wrote this poem.  I hope you like it.  Have you ever had a party where no one showed up.  I’m sure we can all relate in one way or another.  Have a great day!🌼😀

Nobody came

And it wasn’t

The same!

I don’t understand

All of your plan!

But you have the best

For me!

So I can be free!

I try and try sometimes

I don’t know why?

It’s a uphill battle with

Things coming about

But I can’t give up I got

To keep fighting

No matter what!

Cuz there’s got to be

A reason for

All of this season!

That I’ve been through!

And really all I can


Is trust in you

To help me

Make it through!

Reflections of Love/CD😀🌼