It’s been a while

I haven’t been on to much. I miss my mom and dad everyday. I am trying to keep writing and sharing with all of you. I wrote this poem a few weeks ago and I hope you like it. I try to share from my heart.

It’s been awhile

Since I seen your smile.

Oh I wish you were here

I miss you so much

I wish I could feel your touch once again

Its so hard living with out you here

So you could give me all of your cheer

But I know it wasn’t meant to be

At least not now

But someday we will meet

Again.

Reflections of Love/CD❤️😊

Blog Reflection

I haven’t been writing to much. May 23 marks a year since my mom passed away. It’s hard to believe it’s been that long. Mother’s Day was a very hard day for me. I miss my mom so much. I guess it’s just takes time when you lose both your parents. It takes a while to get over and even though you really never get over it. I’m thankful I spent a lot of time with them and cared for them like I did. But now it just leaves such a hole in my life. Hopefully soon I can get back to writing poems and sharing my thoughts. I really needed time to process all of this. I have gone back to work. So that helps me.

I hope to continue this blog and keep sharing with you. Maybe I can help someone who is going through things that I have. That will be worth it all to me. I try to remember all the good times me and my parents shared and try to hold on and carry those with me.

I hope you will continue reading my blog so I can share with you. Grief is something we all go through there’s no beginning or end. Some days I’m fine other days I’m not. It comes and goes. I remember their voice and I miss them so much it hurts. I wish I could go back for just a minute second but I can’t do I have to go on. No matter how much it hurts. It’s painful it hurts it’s real you feel sad alone afraid and everything in between. Some days you feel guilty for not feeling sad and not feeling down because then you would know that it’s really real and it really happened and you would wake up from this nightmare. I don’t know where this is going. Maybe we can share our grief together. Maybe we can cry together because we lost someone that we love a mother, father, sister brother. Maybe we can help each other get through all of this.

I hope you all have a great day ahead. Keep pressing on. And I will do my best too. Take care.

Reflections of Love/CD ❤️💜😊

Been a while

I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been busy working my new job and preparing for the Holidays. I can’t believe it’s been 7 months since my mom passed away. I miss her so much. It’s especially hard this year for me because this is the first year without my parents. I miss them so much and I can hardly believe it. It’s a day to day struggle but I’ve been doing fairly well. I want to continue writing my blog. I think that is what my mom and dad would want. I want to continue this journey.

I hope you will still continue to read my blog. I want to help other people who might be dealing with people with dementia and Alzheimer’s and who struggle losing their parents. So maybe I can write again and share my heart and maybe along the way help someone. I hope to write more and I hope I can share with all of you.

Happy Holidays

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Only you

I wrote this poem. I like writing it helps me to cope with the every day stresses that we all face. Have a wonderful day! 😊

Only you

Know what’s going

To happen on

Another day!

Only you know

What we think

Even before we do

You put those words

In our hearts

Only you can

See inside of us!

Only you can do that

To show us the way

To go

Only you

Can do

That

For us! 😊🌈

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Quitting

I wrote this poem a few years ago and I thought I would share it today with all of you!  Sometimes we feel like giving up but we have to keep going and trying.  I hope you have a great day!

I’m not quitting

I’m going to run

this race to the

finish!

With Gods help I’m

going to make it!

I’ve had some hard times

and things that come against me

but that will only make me

stronger in the end.

God has put a special gift inside

of me and I’m going to

use it for his glory.

I won’t take any less anymore.

For greater is he that is in

me than he that is in the world.

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Where do I go?

I wrote this poem and I hope you like it.   Sometimes time just goes so fast we can’t keep up.  I wish it would slow down just a little.  Have a awesome day!

Where do I go from

here?

I got words to speak

and

feelings to be heard!

That just bring me to more tears!

Its amazing how crazy

the

time flies by!

Can’t even catch a breath!

and it’s another

Day!

 

Blog Reflection

I haven’t been on in a week or so.  It’s been very busy around here lately.  My dad had To go  to the hospital last week by ambulance and he had to stay for three days.  He had a relapse from his copd.  He is doing much better now.  I had to spend a few days at my mom’s which can be a challenge.

I have been thinking about where this blog is taking me.  I have been thinking about moving to WordPress.org and maybe monetize.  I’m not quite sure on how to go about it.  Does anybody have any thoughts on this.  I’ve been with WordPress.com for almost two years now I just feel like I need a change.  I’ve enjoyed doing this blog and I’ve enjoyed all your posts.  I hope you have enjoyed my blog.  I will continue with my journey.  Have a great day!  😀🌼

Reflections of Love/CD🌼😀

 

 

Dreams

I wrote this poem.  We are going

into the new year and we all have dreams that we want to happen.  I wrote this exactly one year ago.  I hope you like it.  You are never to old to dream big dreams! 🌼😊 Have a great day!

Dreams

When you close your eyes

You rest and think about

So many things a

Great deal of what

Life brings!

You don’t understand

It all!

You wonder what is going on?

And when it is

A reality?

Does it mean anything?

Or it something you

Just make up?

Is there a purpose behind

All of this?

You try and see but it’s

So hard

Sometimes?

You know there is a

Purpose somewhere

And someone Cares

For you!😊🌼

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Christmas Cheer

I wrote this poem I hope you like it!  I hope you all have a Happy Holiday! Enjoy time with your family and friends!🌼😊

We should

All spread

Christmas Cheer

At all times of

The year!

Not just one day

But all year

Through!

And let people know

That they are

Special

To you!

That you love and care

For them

To the very end!😊

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Thanksgiving

Today I am thankful for all of you and this blog.  I began writing this a year and a half ago and I’ve enjoyed it so much.  I enjoy reading all of your posts too.  It helps me so much it gets me through some of the toughest days.  I wrote this poem and I hope you all have a joyous Thanksgiving with your family and loved ones!  😊🌼

Be thankful

For all that you

Have!

Cherish every minute

You can breathe and can

Function!

Don’t ever take things

For granted!

Smile more laugh more

Enjoy even the tiniest

Things and enjoy

Everyone especially

The ones

That you love

Hug them tight and kiss them

Often

And never let them

Forget that you

Love them so!

Always keep them in

Your heart

Even if you are

Far apart!🌼😊

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