My Mom 💕💜

This is the hardest post I have ever had to write. I started this blog 5 years ago when my mom was diagnosed with dementia and I started it to try and cope with it and to help others who might be going through the same thing. Well Saturday May 23, 2020 my moms journey with dementia ended. I’m happy she’s free again and she’s my my dad. But I miss her so. Because of the virus we can’t have a service for her to later. But I’m trying to make the best of it. I will continue this blog I really like writing and sharing. I wrote this poem just a few days before my mom passed away. I hope you like it and have a wonderful day! 😊

How can I say goodbye to the person

Who gave life to me my mother, my friend

My help my protector

The person who has been with me my entire life from birth to now.

I don’t want to say Goodbye mom I love you so much I wish I could feel your sweet touch again if only for a moment.

But I know you have to go so I’m not going to stop you But I will miss you so much and I will never forget you and you will always be in my heart

And I know one day I will see you again

Til that time make sure you tell dad I love him too and miss him and love him too !

Till we meet again My Sweet Mama! 💜

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Just me

I wrote this poem.  I hope you like it.  Have a great day!

I just want to be me

that’s it!

all I can do is try

my very best and

not worry about

all the rest

seasons come and

seasons go!

But I always

stay the same!

no matter what

There’s nothing else

I can do is put

my trust

fully in you

to make it

through!

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Only you

I wrote this poem. I like writing it helps me to cope with the every day stresses that we all face. Have a wonderful day! 😊

Only you

Know what’s going

To happen on

Another day!

Only you know

What we think

Even before we do

You put those words

In our hearts

Only you can

See inside of us!

Only you can do that

To show us the way

To go

Only you

Can do

That

For us! 😊🌈

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Blog Reflection

I haven’t been on in a week or so.  It’s been very busy around here lately.  My dad had To go  to the hospital last week by ambulance and he had to stay for three days.  He had a relapse from his copd.  He is doing much better now.  I had to spend a few days at my mom’s which can be a challenge.

I have been thinking about where this blog is taking me.  I have been thinking about moving to WordPress.org and maybe monetize.  I’m not quite sure on how to go about it.  Does anybody have any thoughts on this.  I’ve been with WordPress.com for almost two years now I just feel like I need a change.  I’ve enjoyed doing this blog and I’ve enjoyed all your posts.  I hope you have enjoyed my blog.  I will continue with my journey.  Have a great day!  😀🌼

Reflections of Love/CD🌼😀

 

 

Try

Sometimes we try so hard and it feels like we hit a brick wall but we make it through. Right now it feels like I’m doing that. My mom is not doing to good and it’s very frustrating. We took her to the doctor and she didn’t remember my name which is very hard to take in and she is getting progressively worse Day by day. Please can you please just pray for strength for my dad and my family ! I would appreciate it very much! I know God is in control but it’s very hard. I wrote this poem have a great day!😊

I try and try

And it ain’t no lie.

I wish it was easier

Sometimes.

It’s a uphill battle

And it makes me

Scream and shout!

All these things

Come against me

I just want to be

Set free from

All this!

Stress and feel

Like I’m

Truly blessed

Somehow!?❤️😊

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Christmas Cheer

I wrote this poem I hope you like it!  I hope you all have a Happy Holiday! Enjoy time with your family and friends!🌼😊

We should

All spread

Christmas Cheer

At all times of

The year!

Not just one day

But all year

Through!

And let people know

That they are

Special

To you!

That you love and care

For them

To the very end!😊

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Wonder

Some days are very hard when you have two parents who need you.  But I wouldn’t trade it for anything.  I know I’m doing the right thing for now.  It helps me to share and write.

Have a wonderful day.

I wonder

How my mom is?

How my dad is?

It feels like I go

Around and around

I wonder

How they are?

They are both sick and

In pain!

I’m just their

Daughter!

What can I do?

All I can do is

Pray and hope!

They are ok and get

Well again and

Get healed and

Get back to the way

They once were!

Reflections of Love/CD 😊🌼

 

 

Thanksgiving

Today I am thankful for all of you and this blog.  I began writing this a year and a half ago and I’ve enjoyed it so much.  I enjoy reading all of your posts too.  It helps me so much it gets me through some of the toughest days.  I wrote this poem and I hope you all have a joyous Thanksgiving with your family and loved ones!  😊🌼

Be thankful

For all that you

Have!

Cherish every minute

You can breathe and can

Function!

Don’t ever take things

For granted!

Smile more laugh more

Enjoy even the tiniest

Things and enjoy

Everyone especially

The ones

That you love

Hug them tight and kiss them

Often

And never let them

Forget that you

Love them so!

Always keep them in

Your heart

Even if you are

Far apart!🌼😊

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Help

I wrote this poem.  Sometimes we feel so helpless and we don’t know what to do.  I’m sure you all can relate to this somehow.  I’ve been dealing with a lot right now and sometimes it’s so hard but I keep holding on! Have a super day!🌼😀

Help me

Help me

I feel like I’m falling

And I can’t make it

Out!

I’m scared and I don’t know

Why?

Please I need your help

So much!

I can’t make it without you!

I need to relax if

Only for a while so I

Can smile again!

It’s been so long but

I need to be strong

In you!

But what do

I do?

But trust fully

In you

When I’m feeling

Nothing but blue!

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Her

Today was busy we had to take my mom to the dermatologist to have her skin checked.  Please pray everything is alright and everything comes back normal.  It just adds to all the stress but we are going to get through it somehow.  It seems like the summer is flying by so fast.  Anyway my daughter wanted to move out of the house a couple of weeks ago and now she decided that she would rather be home at this time.  It’s fine with me so I wrote this poem.  I hope you like it.  Have a great day!😀🌼

I miss her

The girl that has

Been with me

All of my years

And that just brings

Me to more

Tears!

I know she wants to

Be on her own now and

Do things for

Herself!

But I miss her

So much!

I remember when she

Was little and now it

Seems like so long ago

When things were slow!

I know she has grown-up

And I have to let her

Go!

But I really don’t know?

I’m her mother and I

Always will be

Nothing she can do

Will ever change

The love I have

For her!

Nothing!🌼😀

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