My mom is so different now than she was before ! It’s hard to comprehend where she went! She’s so confused all the time . It’s so hard to watch her not know what’s she’s doing. It Tares your very core out it makes you wonder what is going to happen next . You see her struggle to walk struggle to do things that she used to. It gets harder and harder to understand . You know that they look the same but it’s like they become another person. It’s so confusing ! You cry because you miss the person that she used to be. You try and understand that she’s still there but her mind is a million miles away. It makes you thankful that your still here and that you just have to love them the way they are now and forget how they once were ! Because for now they are gone !